If you really knew me 

You would know that I am allergic to everything but fruit, veggies, and meat. 

You would know that I suffer from arachnid-phobia 

You would know that I cant sleep without a fan by my head.

You would know that the most important thing in my life is my family and my religion. 

And that my favorite channel is HGTV and my favorite show Is "Call of a wild Man"

I'm a sucker for a good Celine Dion song. (Occasionally, a little JOJO)
I love to dance in the rain.

If you really knew me... You would know that my best friend is better than yours. 

Light a fire, a fire, a spark
Light a fire, a flame in my heart.
We'll run wild,
We'll be glowing in the dark.-coldplay

Hero's Journey

Im a normal gal with a normal life. I have a great family and friends. Its all pretty bland until I came home from a trip with my girlfriends to find that my whole family has been murdered! Now I have to run from the murder because he left a note on my counter saying: "I didn't forget about you." 
Questions:
Who will I turn to?
How will I get away from this monster?
How do I figure out who it is?

.Love.

What would happen if you listened to your heart this time?

I would end up where I wanted to be, I know It. 

PEARL HARBOR

My Favorite Movie since I was like 8 would have to be Pearl Harbor. I think I love it because I'm pretty sure I was supposed to be born in that time period. I just relate to that life style. Low key, slower paced. I think it also has to do with my appreciation for history. I just love it. So the movie is a complicated story at Pearl Harbor during the 40's. The main Characters Evelyn and Rafe, fall in love. Evelyn is a nurse and Rafe, a pilot.

During one of Rafe's missions his plane crashes into the ocean and is pronounced killed. The news devastated Evelyn. Rafe's best friend Danny was also heartbroken and tried to comfort Evelyn. In doing this the two fell in love. Long story short, Rafe didnt die and came back to find his lover and best friend in love with eachother. That was the worst thing that ever happened to Rafe. Next thing we know is that Pearl Harbor is attacked and Rafe and Danny get called to attack Japan back. Danny dies and Rafe comes home to a pregnant Evelyn and they get back together and raise Danny and Evelyn's son together. It is a movie that so many twists and turns to it. That is why i love it so much

seriously?

jealous

I don't really know if she qualifies as a poet but I think Taylor Swift is an absolute genius.  Her lyrics are so different and original. When Im reading her lyrics, she tells a story and it inspires me. I feel like if you dont relate to at least one of her songs then there is something wrong with you. I am very jealous of her thought process.. I dont even know how she comes up with it. I think because she writes everything she sings it is believable and honest. I wish I was her.

I think I love this little saying because my goals change all the time but when i'm around people who believe in me and want me to succeed I feel like I can do anything. The kind of people who dont care what my dream is but will do anything to support me and help me reach it. yeah, these are the people who are special to me.

Where has respect gone?

Yesterday I was thinking about why there is so much pressure for girls to be perfect. Thin, pretty, non existing-robot perfect. This kills me because the beauty inside everyone is being cheated. I believe a lot of this has to do with societies opinion on beauty but I also think a big part is the way men treat women. Granted, not all guys are the same way but there are to many disrespectful men. Where has the respect gone? I feel with all of this derogatory "make me a sandwich" Shiz , it shows that the decent men have decreased in number drastically. I hope that when a guy thinks about a girl, he thinks about his own future daughter and how he wants guys to treat her. It's not cool to treat women like a prize. Like the only way to be beautiful is if your thin and perfect. Guess what, there isn't a perfect woman. Do personalities even matter anymore? Woman of this day and age are amazing. It just doesn't matter what size you are or how perfect your face is. Real beauty is kind, loving caring people. Be whoever you want to be and know that your perfect how you are

Courage

I think courage is standing up. Standing up for what you believe, for what you think! It's having your own opinion. To many times people don't say what they think or say what's on their mind. It takes an honest person who is comfortable in their own skin to be whoever they want to be. Courage is being whoever you want to be.

LIFE AND DEATH

Well, I will say one thing about death;  I'm not afraid of it. I think mostly because I know what's coming after this life and I'm not trying to get religious or preachy but I just know. Anyways, how could I be afraid of a never ending paradise? How could I not want perfect happiness or to live on for eternity? I'm not afraid, I'm anxiously awaiting it!

 I think that one of the things that I am going to love the most about after death, is that everyone will not be living under the wicked traps of comparison. "Comparison is the death of joy" I whole heartedly believe that.
Comparing: Clothes, Wealth, looks, personality, talents, body image, etc... All of that is crap, yet I can't say that I'm free from it. I want to be.

BUT: With the same token, I can't have life after death if I don't live my life right. That is why I am afraid of life. I am constantly freaking out... am I doing the right things? Am I reacting to trials in the right way? Im afraid of the fact that I can't control what happens to me, only how I react. Im afraid that I'm not living my life so that I can get to death and have paradise. I couldn't be more grateful for my life but I guess I'm scared of the things I can't control like... bad weather, rapists, miscarriages, depression, etc.... These things are in this life but won't be after death.

   -I'm afraid of Life because of death-

I'm afraid of disappointing people.
I'm afraid of spiders.
I'm afraid of opening up.
I'm afraid of immature high school boys.

I'm afraid of men with spiky hair, bedazzled jeans and Ed hardy shirts. (These men shouldnt be allowed in public.)
I'm afraid of growing out of the Disney Channel.

I'm afraid of not being original.

I'm afraid of love.
I'm afraid of people who think they know exactly who I am.
I'm afraid of know it alls.

I'm afraid of stress and expectations.
I'm afraid of depending on other people, I'm afraid of trusting.
I'm afraid that people think I can't be serious.

I believe

I believe that everything happens for a reason.

Thinking About You

It's interesting that I am thinking about you. I don't want to be, but I am. I'm thinking about you like my heart felt when you first held my hand.  I'm thinking about you like a question mark thinks about a question. The question is, why am I thinking about you? I'm thinking about you like sleep thinks about alarm clocks. Like when Im trying to write a paper but you're the only one in my thoughts. I'm thinking about you like a dream thinks about waking up. Like when were together and I wish we were stuck. Like glue. Like glue thinks about sticking. Popsicles are sticky. I'm thinking about you like a kid thinks about popsicles in 100 degree weather.  Like If I let myself fall for you, but my heart becomes severed. I'm thinking about you, that's the bottom line. Valentines is coming up and I wish you were mine.

Don't you dare look out your window, darling everything's on fire. - Taylor Swift

What is Love?

Introduction

Here's the thing, I realize that Evelyn Johnson may be a name that is unfamiliar to most people, but nonetheless, it is a person from the 40's during WWII that I relate to. This person understands the beauty of life and how fragile that it is. She goes through trials yet stands back up. Her optimism is magnetic. I want to be like that, and am trying to become like that. I sometimes get caught up in the thought that I can't handle it but then I take a step back and get out of my tunnel vision and realize what it really is all about. With that perspective, I know I can handle it. This is why I chose that name. I admire this person because of her positive outlook about the world.